“It made me shiver. And I about made
up my mind to pray, and see if I couldn't try to quit being the kind
of a boy I was and be better. So I kneeled down. But the words
wouldn't come. Why wouldn't they? It warn't no use to try and hide it
from Him. Nor from me, neither. I knowed very well why they
wouldn't come. It was because my heart warn't right; it was because I
warn't square; it was because I was playing double. I was letting on
to give up sin, but away inside of me I was holding on to the biggest
one of all. I was trying to make my mouth say I would do the
right thing and the clean thing... but deep down in me I knowed it was a
lie, and He knowed it. You can't pray a lie—I found that out.” --Huckleberry Finn
In this scene, Huck Finn has an
excellent grasp of what is required for a relationship with God. Not
only does he realize that a person “can't pray a lie,” but he
also knows that, “I was playing double. I was letting on to
give up sin, but away inside of me I was holding on to the biggest
one of all” (1383). Huck is verbalizing one of the worst problems
with prideful man's condition: repenting in word but not in deed.
Wanting to have the cake and eat it too. Huck Finn realizes that this
won't work. God requires true repentance, not a halfhearted or faked
repentance. It is not surprising that Mark Twain picked up on this
double-dealing by many people and embodied it in one of his most
famous characters. Twain had an ever observant eye out for hypocrisy
in every aspect of life. Huck eventually makes the intellectually
honest decision not to pray what he doesn't feel inside. How many
times, if we looked at our own lives, would we find that Huck is more
honest with God about his heart's true condition than we are.
Twain, Mark. Huckleberry Finn. The Norton Anthology of America Literature.
Ed. Nina Baym. Shorter 6th ed. New York: W.W. Norton, 2003. Print